Saturday, August 12, 2006
1st of august.. welcum to the hell.. nth seems nice after i've entered. less time .. more tired.
is god playin with moii life ? why does it seems to be in a mess ?
i can suddenly mood swing when im on my train home alone from hell today.
suddenly i can feel so programmeless.. suddenly i can feel so lonely.
suddenly nobody seems to be replying my sms-es..
ANS MY PRAYERS !! god..
everything jus go hay-wire.. n wat reali sucks is.. tmr is a day for me to enjoy. which i dunno wat can i enjoy n who can i enjoy with.. n well well well... sunday morning back to hell again.
FCUK HELL ` ;; put me back to paradise pls.. although i noe its impossible.
n at sucha wee hours.. i jus dun feel like slping yet.. n i dunno what im doin online.. maybe lata i'll take a walk to yew tee foodcourt n haf a beer.. then walk back home.. now its 1.45am.. maybe 2.30am i'll go?
``tinkin of a sucidal``
<3 1:39 AM;
