Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Monday, March 31, 2008

one misunderstanding kills everything !

when i feel so high mood coz doing sth..

the words is jus like knife jus pierce right inside.

kills my smile

silent my speech.

i've done so much..

come so far ..

in the end..

one misunderstanding kills everything.

im lookin at that msg again n again..

mum ask me go to bed , i shouted at mum again

sorry mum

and for them.. nv cherish will occurs u all to lost one of the close , best fren in u all de life.

ALL OR NTH !

and i noe .. i jolly well noe.. "other ppl" will earn from my misfortune.

im sure, very sure

my sixth sense is alays right

hate to be thrown !

//from ur reactions , i noe where i stand //

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

30th Mar Night @ Westmall ALONE !

so tempted to buy k850 i or SamSung G800 ~! rarrr.. so bath n go to westmall look at the hp... rarrrr still got 1 n half month then i can sign contract for the fone.. hais.. so damn tempted leh.. then 1 hour later go home with disappointment !! VERY DISAPPOINTED.
sometimes i hate myself for tat.

//hate the feeling of losing//

29th Mar @ vivo

pian zi and me

Pian zi and manda . haa manda arr see u tmr at work. dun late ar ur 1st day !

<3 10:01 PM;

Gong Zhuo Bu Wang Yu Le
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Shuai 1

Shuai 2

Shuai 3

oh yah.. jus now be4 go for supper.. met pian zi and manda go vivo walk.. then 7pm reached. ate.. then 9.15pm left for home le. LOLS..

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SUPPER !

jus cum back from ppl hse. lols. ate supper there as being invited. after supper ppl left memories on my face HAHA.

ppl ask sui shi ni de mei mei ? LOLS. now i say here in my blog. SHE IS MY MEI MEI ! HAHAHA

when leaving ppl hse.. i feel tat sumthing is amiss.. machiam i left sumthing at ppl hse lidat.. when i on cab then i realise wat is it.. haha.. then i sms ppl n told ppl about it. so now... only ppl noe about it . HAHA

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Apologize !

I'm holding on your rope,Got me ten feet off the ground.

I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound.

You tell me that you need me.

Then you go and cut me down, but wait...

You tell me that you're sorry...

Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late...

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late...

I'd take another chance, take a fall...

Take a shot for you...

And I need you like a heart needs a beat...

But it's nothing new..

I loved you with a fire red-Now it's turning blue, and you say...

"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you..

But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late...

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late...

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, yeah..

I said it's too late to apologize, yeah

I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

//my favorite RNB at the moment//

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CHOMP CHOMP @ Serangoon Garden !

yst drove to chomp chomp and eat.. the place resemble newton circus lor. LOLS. i still tot wat romantic place lai de.. 22 years in sg i 1st time go.. LOLS damn sua ku. im like came from outer space. LOLS. ate bbq chicken wings, hawailian pizza , carrot cake , fried kway tiao. next time i go... surely try the seafood there.

there got lala , hum , tiger prawns , sting ray all tat... exactly like newton circus la.. LOLS. everything there not bad.. but but but... the pizza NO GD !!!! DUN BUY !!

next time must bring my cousins go there eat le.. long time nv drive cousins out leeeeee ~ haa. they keep say .. " xing , no program le ar ? "
=xxx

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Thursday, March 27, 2008

This is wat i so call de " NU DA SHI BA BIAN " ( females change totally at age of 18.)

this is 2 years ago de my fren .

And this is 2 years lata .. which is NOW de my fren.. SEE THE BIG DIFFERENCE ! a total change. NOW PRETTY LIAO ! =D im so shock cannnnnn ~

if i let her see this post... she will kills me HAHA =x

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My next item to get ! K850i

today after work i go M1 shop check my line can sign 2 years plan a not i wan buy this ... but .. the ppl checked n told me.. 1 n half months more.. RARR ~!
the feeling is likeeeeeeeee im lack 10cents for my favorite movie show de tickets !!

//sometimes , guys also need to be dote on//

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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

MY GREAT GRAND MOTHER BIRTHDAY

lets play a " SPOT ME" game HAHA ! face is ok . im going to settle sum scores with my hair someday =D

LETS DO A BABY CONTEST !!

FIRST contestant ! hong xing da jiang got F1 for FEMALE 1 , M1 for MALE 1 right.. as for this contest .. HAHAHA i set it as B1 . BABY 1 HAHAHAHA -- CHARMAINE ! i rank her 2nd position.. later readers will see my champion baby below HOHO

charmaine with her new baby post.. trying to get the champion baby ! but.. the challenge is too strong . see below n u will noe . LOLS

this is B2 - long distance relative de baby.. i dunno wat name.. BOOOOO ~! out out out ~! HAHA but she is a rich baby O.O so young jiu stay 3-storey de hse liao. i at her age.. i still stay at kampong lim chu kang leh ~! she now this age play with barbie doll.. when i at her age.. i play with my younger brother EVEN younger de baby body n finger . HAHAHAHA.. HUMAN DOLL.

white colour is B3 . BOOO ~! more further de long long long distance relative de baby.. OF COZ I WONT NOE HER NAME. LOLS..

NOW !!!!!! INTRODUCING MY ALL TIME FAVORITE CHAMPION BABY !!! TADAAAA ~

B4 - BABY XINYI... she had also made sum appearance as MAIN ACTRESS IN SOME OF MY YOUTUBE VIDEOs ALSO =D

Catch sum of her comedy pictures n sound of pictures edited by AHXING LOLS.. see below !! all these is 3 years ago de pics if picture too small .. click to enlarge for a funnier view. LOLSSS

WAH !! MY BIRTHDAY AR.. SO BIG CAKE ARR ~! I CANNOT FINISH .. see my mouth " SO SMALL " how to swallow ? LOLS but horrr reali is birthday meh? wat is birthday ? teacher at my kindergarden only teach me English how to write monday to sunday .. and HOLIDAYS !! hee. teacher forget to teach me wat is call birthday neh ! BAD TEACHER.

okok .. since its MY birthday . let me take MYSELF a pic with MY cake ALONE 1st . CHEESE... now not love is selfish.. now is BIRTHDAY IS SELFISH !! HAHA

KOR KOR !! teacher say birthday must receive present de.. if not will sway.. where is mine ?

Dunno is my birthday or their birthday..? haha.. this 2 monkeys luff more happier than me !! HAHA

i pull up my skirt is to tell u all tat... i noe how to wear shorts inside skirt SINCE YOUNG =DDD

birthday song why so many versionsss de.. sing till so long? when then i can blow my candles laaa ?

bb xinyi : is this pokey ? (put into the mouth) ...

daddy : OI OI OI ... tats CANDLE LAAA !

the two brother : SIAO LIAO SIAO LIAO ~!

the black black wan is wat? why so black de ? HAHA

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Today after work ..

after work go walk walk be4 go take train home.. then my work place got 2 vacancies.. so tmr two of my frens will cum n interview for it.. good luck ar u two =D

then when i on train.. J E and J P Z say they with one more fren at queenstown dunno where to go.. ask me wan mit a not.. then after a bit of our puo puo ma ma .. then.. in the end they go back jurong by bus.. hahaha.. then i go home lor..

reach hm .. my didi tell me the PSP got put my soccer game winning eleven liao.. so i play.. till engross.. thats why so late then post blog.. haha. then watch tv n play PSP.. till low batt.. my soccer match kick half way going to end liao then NO BATT !! RARRR ~! now the PSP charging .. HAHAHA..

and receive a gd news.. ww sms me say she burn for me a cd to put in my car ! wee you weet =D xie le laaa she say all the song is i noe de. LOLS. at least now ww give me this cd as bdae present.. yy haven give me wor. LOLSSSSS i said le.. money n how much is not the matter. its the heart =Pp anything will do .. hee.. still waiting ... i tink i nid to meet MR TAN bahz ... TAN KU KU . LOLS. wait long long haha ..

this 3 days is work go home work go home.. so lame laa.. hais. but im sick.. although im feeling a bit better.. but... is a bit more nia =(... 2 n half day i eaten 18 tablets of medicine liao.. HAHA fast right ? coz i wan a faster recovery tats why i eat so fast.. BUT SEEMS like usesless laaaaa

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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

SAKURA !
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imagine how bored m i at home to post 3 post jus in an afternoon ? RARR ~!

now watching channel u , 5.30pm de yu le bai fen bai .. LOLS. not bad laa.. haaaa.. then cooking prawn maggi mee to eat ..

then was remembered tat i haven eat sakura be4 !! after i recovered i must eat SAKURA. so swa ku can grow so old haven eat be4 ! so many ppl tell me nice lor

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FREE TO WATCH STEP UP 2

while i at home "recovering" from my sickness i browse youtube. and actually found sth. LOLS. u all go youtube type Step Up . can watch it free . But it takes time to load =D but of coz.. cinema effect is better.

but for those poor souls like me.. nobody peii go watch de.. zi hao watch alone at home lor . LOLS

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Terribly sick !

THROAT INFECTION !

stayed at home two days in a row makes me real sick. i wan to go work.. coz i miss those laughther which those guys makes me luff at work. . . but i cant .. coz i cant speak.. n 1 min i will cough ard twice.. my liver n lungs going to cough out by me alr. LOLS.. hais.. when can i truly recover.. my left eyes now covered with blood clots. RArr ~! cant wear contact lens !

i want to go out.. with yl , ww, yy .. hope i can recover fully by yl bdae.. so i can enjoy..

and sorry zhi yuan.. i promise to go sing with u this week but this sickness came to me at the wrong time... hais. im not enjoying at home. so bored. i rather be in the office.

night life is getting bored coz i got not much ideas where to go .. anyone haf better ideas ?

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Monday, March 24, 2008

AHXING DRIVING =D

thx huilin from woodland for this pic =DD so nice keke..

only 3 person haf this pic including me LOLS

and hor got one best pic cannot be post ! LOLS

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THEY ARE THE BUNCH OF NEW HAVOK GUYS I KNEW RECENTLY

oUTSiDE PLUSH PUB

INTRODUCING !!!

fROm ToP tO BOtTOM

AhXiNG EeSeNg rObbY ZhAoKAi zHiyUAN

trip to batam zhao kai wearing my cap acting cool... LOLS

last day in batam the morning we go eat DIM SUM. in this pic i teach u all how to snap pics while sleeping . HAHAHA

the guys on the dim sum table !

the 3 indonesia frens of us =D THANKS AH HAN for the $50 bucks. i already return to robby le. get from him ! hee =DD AH han very gd at cut price when we go shopping at batam LOLS