Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Sunday, December 31, 2006

TMR IM GOING TO ESPLANADE !!! 6pm city hall mrt control station. dun ask me who going . coz i dunno , who turns up . then who go tgt with us lor. anything ppl jus call or sms my hp for more detail. =)

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XIAOWEN

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Saturday, December 30, 2006

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ms vanilla

chocolate

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

MY RELATIONSHIP CUMS TO AN END ! BROKE UP ! FULL STOP ~!

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wahaha.. dear always take pic with me. all say not nice den delete . bodoh sia~! left me with not even one pic of ours. still must make me resort to lidat edit our pic tgt into 1. so ke lian lor. lols. next time we must snap more pics hor. dun always hiam say the pic not nice ok. u r always my pretty bride =)

//thx jacq for the edit //

<3 2:48 AM;

when studying i tear this paper for LUXUAN dear !

haha xuanxuan dear take for me de. CANDID ~!

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

A HAPPY DAY !!!

i love the way u call me dear . i love the way u lock my hand. i love the way we hold hand. i love the way u feed me cheese fries. minus all the sadness.. today AN HAPPY DAY !!!

//weets ~ when will i get my 1st hug ? //

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baby din call me when she wake up today . hee.. baddie her bian le. anyway nvm .. lata going to see her le . but then . she miting all others 1st . im the last =( . . . lols. its ok luhh. still got mit mahz. lata cum back update u all the interesting thingy tat would happen today bahz. tata.

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

U CAN LEAVE ME IF U WAN ! JUS TELL ME =)

// nobody can bear his gf waiting for another guy //
// its either ALL OR NOTHING at all //

// treat me gd , if not leave me pls //

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thx iris for this pic

<3 5:52 PM;

i've read a magazine. if a gal is reali into u n interested. she will call u .. contact u always . noe more about u . always tok bout u . but i can see tat in my case its not meee !!!

ppl say " must pei yang gan qing mah, Bonding Bonding "

i repliedd to tat ppl "den u also jus noe him .. how cum u dun nid bonding u can like him so much? coz u r the one who contact him always . tok bout him always. view his profile always . always wanted to noe more bout him . but in my case its vice versa lor , im doing all tat ! not she lolsss"

ppl say "u must make her love u more wat "
i replied to the ppl again " then why he dunnid make u like him more. yet u like him so much n o so much for him now ? LIFE ISNT FAIR is all i can say . "

the ppl BWG !!! lols..

maybe i should show the i dun care attitude then she will cherish me. but skali she leave me . hahahaha bai chi la me. haiz......

<3 5:22 PM;

tian arh... m i meant to fall down in hurt than fall wonderfully in love ? is my life meant to be so cham? all the gal tgt wib me . all will tend to like other guys ? so deeply ?

gal arh.. m i jus standing outside ur heart , waiting to go in, in the next que? or m i getting outta ur world soon? i dunno. slowly n slowly. i dun wish to noe . ure not givin me any chance to mit up with u ? how to prove my worth ?

or should i same like u .. commit into this relationship yet jus gam gam ho feeling , not too serious ? i dunno why i cant. if i haf u , its would only be u in my heart, tats wat i can promise to all my real gf.
understandable tat he is ur ex, but noe wat? when i wake up today ? i straight go online . i went to my blog so i could link to see ur blog . i saw my own post in my own blog 1st . i wrote bout u yst. YAY~! but . next moment. i saw ur blog. u were writing bout him . duhz =(... nth bout me

are all ur "i love u" , "dear" all these superficial? say say only ?

baby.. i noe u might be the one who choose to leave me soon. u noe urself u will too.. coz u noe u r not giving him up . n sumore is still waiting for him. maybe he's the real guy ure waiting for. im jus sumone which u use to challenge him . to see who can tgt with their couple longer? i dunno. tats how i feel from wat u tell me in fone yst after u tok to him on fone. n u also said tat u wan to serious with me. how much seriousness can u put in then? when all in ur mind is him?

but gal.. dun cherish "things" only after u lose it. u had it happen once or twice in ur life already. . hope u noe wat u r doing. choose the right path. yah indeed feelings do mixed up sumtimes. but if u scared regret to lose me tats why stay with me . lidat also wrong. coz ure heart with him. haa. i dunno wat i wan la. coz i also dunno wat u wan. tink u also dunno wat u wan bahz. now u noe .. in frenster why theres a status call "it's complicated" already? =)

noe why i dun say i love u to u yet? coz i only say it to gal tat haf me only directly in her heart.
i cant imagine tat so fast in our relationship im writing such terrible post already .. DUHzzz dear... its not sumthing healthy . haa.

//nv hold my hand if u r meant to break my heart//
//call me dear once, twice , trice , call me dear forever//

<3 3:45 PM;

in toilet be4 take out contact lens

including 26th. is 2 days i nv see dear liao sia. must faster mit up my dear ~~

noe why ? coz im a poor gun shooter. ur running too fast n I KEEP MISSING EUU !! LUXUAN LAOPO ~

mit up . take tons of pics. n neos of coz. swit~ be4 xuan xuan dear go slp , she say she tmr morning will call me. bu dong zhen de ma.. hee.. she say im the 1st one she would call .

dun make me happy only wor.. lolx

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Monday, December 25, 2006

i noe i dun belong. i noe im not invited. if im in ur heart as wat u said. . u would haf rem to pull me to call in or join in. hee its ok la.. ur glib tongue =) dun neglect me again. if its u tok to 1 fren no matter guy or gurl . its ok if i dun join in. hee. coz tats ur privacy . aiyoyo but then jus now was in a grp de lor.. n im not in it even though all inside all my fren . lols.. ok la.. i go lot 1 le. go walk walk . anything i prefer to confide in my gf . n not frens ard me . coz i believe tats why gf is for . hee. tats my point of view in my own life la. hee.. so i tell u straight jus now . tat im sad n why im sad. lols.. i noe bu ying gai xiao qi . lols.. but then .. zhen de bu dui la . dun haf me inside tok cock with u all. i alone sia when u 4 enjoying . hee. next time i enjoy with others dun tok to u then u noe.. hee.,, pian ni de la .. jokin la.

//though we r far apart .. u r still in my heart //

<3 6:33 PM;

in case ppl say to u bad bout me.. jus to let u noe .. guys dun usually say nice things bout guys to gers . if u wan listen to them one day . wat can i do ?

// sorry for being sensitive //

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Sunday, December 24, 2006

missy confusiion

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Saturday, December 23, 2006

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