Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

lols.. MY FRENSTER ACCOUNT been viewed 2505 times since 01/02/07 . 28 days in feb nia. lols. i wonder how ppl do it . so funny !!

www.friendster.com/hardestpain

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Other pics of jiaying birthday . wu gui , pian zi n me ah xiinq !!

wu gui snaps this for me de. not bad hor. hee.

pian zi jacqueline and ah xiinq (i nan kan lor)

this pic a bit strange right ? jus dunno how to describe. lols. behind is joanna yee de real mei mei.

ah xiinq n wu gui josephine

this pic WAT THE HELL . wat i doing ? we 2 so ugly. ESPECIALLY wu gui this pic very ugly. haha. i purposely wan put ! =Pp hahahaha

<3 6:33 PM;

a day out with jia yan n samantha!! go out so long lia othen she 1 month later then send me pics !! RARRR !!

sam n ah xiinq

jia yan n ah xiinq

lols. snap shot by samantha ! quite cool harr. lols.

u tink this is a candid shot ? lols.. nonono . i actually post for them to take . lols ...

u noe whose hand le right? haaa..

<3 3:51 PM;

Monday, February 26, 2007

ALL THE DRUNKARD AT MY HSE

cao ji ming xing lian !!

eeyer. i look so ugly in this pics

i pull n forced celine to join in the pic =)

WAT THE HELL

<3 12:36 AM;

Sunday, February 25, 2007

<3 11:34 PM;

JOANNA eqq . AH XING

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<3 3:06 PM;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA YING !!!

<3 4:24 AM;

Saturday, February 24, 2007

GOING JIA YING BDAE SOON !!!!!

<3 1:39 PM;

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

u ask me go pub. i was so happy upon hearing it. i tot u wish to see me tats why. so.. i went home, bath then fly down. when i reach . i realise everything is jus so different already. jus feel so far. further then frens. the whole pub session u din even tok to me more then 10 sentence. n when i heard she tell me tat u meeting ur BF soon... 2 things cums to my mind. 1st... wah.. so fast haf bf already. 2nd .... den u ask me cum for wat ? den suddenly, ans od second question came up to my mind. u ask me cum is to make us feel tat we r still frens. dun nid to avoid each otherlike recently. so when i 1st ans ur fone call earlier.. yuan lai all is my wishful thinking tat u wan to see me. HAA. cant believe im so stupid la. haiz. smiling silly-ly to myself when i tink of tat. N when she n u tok n joke ard.. all of the guys name u all mentioned.. were so far. let me feel tat im not even in ur world. lols. she always say i tink alot.

slowly,, i feel like gettin drunk n vomit all tat. but nahz. after i losee 500 in CNY gambling.. i dun haf the cash to open bottle already. haiz. its even more sad when i cant get (drunk) wat i wan. oh yah, tat reminds me again how silly m i to borrow from my real younger bro. coz i lose every single cents in black jack. weiii le ni then i borrow money de k . lols. but useless la. silly me. ah xiinq sad, ah xiinq not happy !! 2007 is a fcuking lousy year for me. jus nth goes right. eevery arrow seems to be pointing towards me. so sharp, so pain so scary. i cant cope alone.. haiz. but i haf to........

<3 3:54 AM;

Saturday, February 17, 2007

i sounded u in the pub. u said it was too sudden. i noe u arent prepared to give me an ans. maybe is u dun wish to hurt me ? maybe u reali dunno wat u wan yet. tats why u nv ans me at all. n gave me the feelin that u keep siaming the question. its ok.i promise to stay focus. i promise to wait. until one day u ask me to stop. waiting for the day to declare ure mine ! maybe its impossible who noes ? but i dun care. i'll wait.. i'll wait till one day u fcuk care me .. or avoid me . . or ask me to stop. then i'll die heart. wat i said using the microfone jus now . im serious. hope u put it into ur heart . coz ah xiinq seldom say tat ! jus now when i said out loud tat i wan n i can send u home. u so quickly shout to them back saying u dun wan alone with me . yst u can peii him alone let him send u go back . then today i cant ? ya .. u gave the reasons saying u promise ur frens le dun pang seh them. ok then . =) its alright. so i took cab home alone.

<3 4:02 AM;

Thursday, February 15, 2007

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY

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