Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

RECENTLY FEELIN DOWN DOWN DOWN

on the streets , saw so many couples.. n ard me .. all my frens getting new gf n so sweet. example.. kiki n beeyen, fiona n wen hui bla bla bla .. all so sweet can. but sad is ki ki kanna lock up. n wen hui go remand 3 weeks. after i sailing 2 weeks cum back. he would be out too.

then jus now mit wink wink. she also tok bout her bf. n my ex hui ting also found herself a bf . everyone so swit. haiz.. feel like having a gf sia. but its not easy . for those handsum out there r easy to haf flings n gf. but for me. everything is diff. ! u all always say ah xiinq haf many frens de mahz. yah .. but then .. tats on the surface. hee. its hard to keep on faking smiles ? who reali can make me happy. so many months le yet no 1 reali appears right.

n oh oh oh .. maybe i cant say it lidat . makes me sounds a real despo for gf. but reali nahz. see those switness ppl haf . those frens . those strangers. damn ! reali make me feel craving for one gf . long time mei yo tan lian ai de gan jue le. but its not easy for me la. i small size. im a boring guy. im nth !

tink after the 2 weeks sailing cum back. wont be going out often bahz. one point is going out is expensive. coz i always like to enjoy fun n eat nice food nice driink . lols.. 2nd point is .. going out makes me feels more lonely. jus like jus now at town lidat . see ppl smiling.. enjoying .. kip asking myself why i cant be like them.

n ppl out there .. instead of kip di siaoing me .. which i dun reali mind.. but when can u all seriously treat me as a close fren n always rem me when theres outing ? n haf fun with me instead of keep mocking me which u all tink is fun ? when actually u all over done it when i mind it alittle ?

we can be more closer dude ! but pls change . keke. im a nice guy . so get the best outta me. not everyday bout heights all tat kk ? sick sick sick ..

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