Tuesday, December 26, 2006
tian arh... m i meant to fall down in hurt than fall wonderfully in love ? is my life meant to be so cham? all the gal tgt wib me . all will tend to like other guys ? so deeply ?
gal arh.. m i jus standing outside ur heart , waiting to go in, in the next que? or m i getting outta ur world soon? i dunno. slowly n slowly. i dun wish to noe . ure not givin me any chance to mit up with u ? how to prove my worth ?
or should i same like u .. commit into this relationship yet jus gam gam ho feeling , not too serious ? i dunno why i cant. if i haf u , its would only be u in my heart, tats wat i can promise to all my real gf.
understandable tat he is ur ex, but noe wat? when i wake up today ? i straight go online . i went to my blog so i could link to see ur blog . i saw my own post in my own blog 1st . i wrote bout u yst. YAY~! but . next moment. i saw ur blog. u were writing bout him . duhz =(... nth bout me
are all ur "i love u" , "dear" all these superficial? say say only ?
baby.. i noe u might be the one who choose to leave me soon. u noe urself u will too.. coz u noe u r not giving him up . n sumore is still waiting for him. maybe he's the real guy ure waiting for. im jus sumone which u use to challenge him . to see who can tgt with their couple longer? i dunno. tats how i feel from wat u tell me in fone yst after u tok to him on fone. n u also said tat u wan to serious with me. how much seriousness can u put in then? when all in ur mind is him?
but gal.. dun cherish "things" only after u lose it. u had it happen once or twice in ur life already. . hope u noe wat u r doing. choose the right path. yah indeed feelings do mixed up sumtimes. but if u scared regret to lose me tats why stay with me . lidat also wrong. coz ure heart with him. haa. i dunno wat i wan la. coz i also dunno wat u wan. tink u also dunno wat u wan bahz. now u noe .. in frenster why theres a status call "it's complicated" already? =)
noe why i dun say i love u to u yet? coz i only say it to gal tat haf me only directly in her heart.
i cant imagine tat so fast in our relationship im writing such terrible post already .. DUHzzz dear... its not sumthing healthy . haa.
//nv hold my hand if u r meant to break my heart////call me dear once, twice , trice , call me dear forever//
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