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Saturday, April 12, 2008


ZHEN XING GAO BAI (edited version)


when u tell me tat ure seriously disappointed with me .. i actually wanted to sms u back to tell u tat .. actually im more disappointed with u .. i dun haf financial now.. i even borrowed money to expect an nice outing with u .. but i tot i no financial still okays as i still have u .. but.. u prove me wrong...



when i heard she said tat u dun wan ans my call.. u noe my world collaspe ?? do u noe ? do u noe tat .. this is the phrase .. tat u always tell me whenever other normal guys called u ?? you said u dun wan ans their call .. Now ? im the same as them already ??



hais.. when i saw u infront of me finally.. im happy.. (but u din saw me at that moment) , so i called u on ur hp.. but .. when i saw u look at ur fone ... ur face look so wu nai .. and u continue let it rings , i was so angry .. as i called u so many times.. worried tat u might overslp in bus as u jus had a long working hours .. or also worried tat u might get disturb by those nasty bengs inside the mac.. coz she told me ure alone in the mac slacking n waiting.



after u still dun wan pick up.. i smsed u tat i saw u .. u still can walk to mit another him .. and left with him to another place. im sorry , i nv meant to be a stalker , but i was worried. every moment you were sitting beside him at the hawker.. i nv take an eye off u two. im standing behind at the far away tree at the carpark. 1st time in my life im doing this , i cant believe i do tat.. but i ask myself this .. if i dun care.. would i do all these ? if it was last time de me.. i would go and find other females frens and drink and forget bout everything already..



//hate that fcukin image , it still lingers in my mind //




Buy so good fone also no use.. the whole world also wont ans my call.. the whold world also wont reply my sms . (you meant the whole world to me)



xiang xin wo that ... wo xiang xin ni.. na ge sms zhen de shi guan xing , bu shi bu xiang xin,. ni wu hui wo le .



how i wish i was him , so i won't make u unhappy . how i wish i was him.. i promise i wont make u sad. i wish to be him .. coz u only care bout him .



Different People walk at different speed , sum walk faster .. sum walk slower.. but if they wan to be happy together.. they have to synchronise their footsteps . u cant walk with one leg.. even it can hop hop hop.. but it will feel tired and strained very fast. (sick n tired of using the phrase "it takes two hand to clap")



And for tat video , i reali hope you will keep it in ur hp.. hope u will not only watch it once.. but will watch it over n over again.. and i hope after u read this long post.. u will on the video again. i want my name to be kept mentioned in ur life , i wan my face to keep appear in ur life..



rang wo gao shu ni .. ni hen nan zai ke yi zao dao .. xiang wo dui ni zhe mer zai hu , dui ni zhe mer hao de nan ren le , qing ni hui lai wo de shen bian.. dui wo gen jia de hao .. miss those hugs and kisses .. always is u give me goodbye kiss.. yst i had to force to kiss u be4 u drop down. im worried tat would be the last.



the whole post are words tat i dun haf the guts and time to bring across to u.. i noe u will read this post one day .. so better let u read my feeling then listen to wat i had to say ... cox.. ni shi ting bu jing qu de.



last but not least ... guys also nid to be pampered de !


status : to me .. ure more then a fren .. jus a little less then gf. tats enuff . nv ask for much.


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