Thursday, November 13, 2008
I HATE MYSELF ! HATE MYSELF FOR HAVING SUCHA FCUKIN MOUTH. feel like tearing my mouth apart !
i lefted...
Took train aimlessly , listening to my hp ear piece music , plugged into both ear real tight..
BLASTIN loud RnB music to the fcukin maximum.
reached yew tee.. tempted to go for drinks.. stopped and controlled..
walk towards home.. walk to the poolside.. feel like sitting at pool side.. stopped and controlled again, turn my feet towards home.
Now reach home.. Xing qing bu hao.. xin hao tong.. msg gf to let her noe im safetly home.
watch tv till death !
sorry .. i will change.. i've learned through the hard way ..
i will be back stronger..
i promise . . .
//hate myself//
thx gf for being so understanding
rem... quan shi jie wu jie wo , ni dou bu ke yi wu jie wo !
<3 9:42 PM;
